Episodes

Oct. 4, 2023

Counting the Cost By Jill Duggar Dillard || Book Review Part Two

Dee and Marcy talk about Jill Duggar Dillard's new book, Counting the Cost. We present the book review from the perspective of survivors of the same cult Jill grew up in, IBLP. Umbrella Rebellion is a podcast where we share our experience in the ATI/IBLP and fundamental cults. We are on a journey of healing and exposing the teachings that lead to and justify abuse. It is our hope that those who are experiencing abuse can find support and escape from it. Leave a Tip: https://ko-fi.com/umbrellar...
Sept. 20, 2023

Counting the Cost by Jill Duggar Dillard || IBLP Survivors Book Review

Marcy and Dee will be discussing some of the highlights they feel are noteworthy about Jill's new book Counting the Cost. If anyone understands the cost of distancing yourself from a cult, it would be a Duggar. Marcy and Dee will be discussing some of the highlights they feel are noteworthy about Jill's new book Counting the Cost. If anyone understands the cost of distancing yourself from a cult, it would be a Duggar. Umbrella Rebellion is a podcast where we share our experience in the ATI/IBL...
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July 28, 2023

Cult Survivors Talk: Picking a Therapist with Celia Behar

Join Marcy and Dee as they talk to Celia Behar who is a licensed therapist to talk about how to select a therapist that is right for you. We talk about trauma therapy and what questions you should ask when picking a therapist. We talk about cults and what therapy is available for cult survivors. We also talk about what is important to look for in a therapist. This is an episode you don't want to miss. After the Shiny Happy People documentary aired, we are seeing so many people that are working...
July 14, 2023

July Live - Special Mystery Guest!

Come join us and our special mystery guest tonight to talk all things IBLP cult, Shiny Happy People documentary. Chad from Shiny Happy People joined us on our live to talk all things IBLP/ATI culty things. We had a great time and I feel like our community is growing. Come support us by watching, liking, subscribing, and sharing. You can also leave us a tip in the tip jar as well. We appreciate any support you can give. Leave a Tip: https://ko-fi.com/umbrellarebellion Umbrella Rebellion is a po...
July 1, 2023

Shiny Happy People || The Cult of It All

Macy and Dee discuss the Amazon Prime Video documentary Shiny Happy People As survivors of IBLP and ATI cult, which was featured in the documentary, we talk about how it has affected us and our journey. We also share advice to survivors about protecting themselves while viewing the docuseries. Umbrella Rebellion is a podcast where we share our experience in the ATI/IBLP and fundamental cults. We are on a journey of healing and exposing the teachings that lead to and justify abuse. It is our ho...
Jan. 20, 2023

Holiday Traditions, Upcoming Events & Intent vs Affect || December Live

Dee and Marcy talk about Holiday traditions before, during, and after the cult. We share with you some upcoming events, like the Misfits Unite for Child Rights event that The Vashti Initiative is hosting on Jan 15th. Use code: UmbrellaRebellion for 50% off. https://www.eventbrite.com/e/misfits-unite-for-child-rights-tickets-484862305207?fbclid=IwAR1eCYipe7h4XHGxkjtCaGgAX2GULFtvcTjh0f6Ol9-1I3JtRum3rUaVWS0 During a conversation with one of my children, he helped me understand that intent does not...
Jan. 6, 2023

Trauma Anniversaries and Mental Health || September Monthly Live

Marcy and Dee talk about Trauma Anniversaries and how that can trigger physical reactions in your body. We also talk more about Mental Health. If you or someone you know is experiencing abuse, please call the US national abuse hotline: 1-800-799-7233 Umbrella Rebellion is a podcast where we share our experience in the ATI/IBLP and fundamental cults. We are on a journey of healing and exposing the teachings that lead to and justify abuse. It is our hope that those that are experiencing abuse ca...
Sept. 19, 2022

Are you in a Cult? || Six Questions to ask yourself

Marcy and Dee go over six questions to ask yourself to determine if you may be in a cult. We discuss differences in ethical and non-ethical practices of spiritual organizations. How would you define a cult? Do you think think the definition is too broad? If you or someone you know is experiencing abuse, please call the US national abuse hotline: 1-800-799-7233 Resources: https://www.goodtherapy.org/blog/shame-and-silence-recognizing-spiritual-abuse-0201175 Umbrella Rebellion is a podcast wher...
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Sept. 12, 2022

Types of Abuse: Spiritual Abuse

Marcy and Dee go over the spiritual abuse checklist. We expound on our experience with this type of abuse and how we are handling teaching our children about religion and spirituality and finding the line between teaching and abuse. As former cult members, we experienced many of the factors of spiritual abuse without realizing it until we were out. If you or someone you know is experiencing abuse, please call the US national abuse hotline: 1-800-799-7233 Resources: https://www.goodtherapy.org...
Aug. 15, 2022

Types of Abuse: Financial Abuse

Dee and Marcy go over some of the signs of financial abuse. We talk about some of the ways we were controlled by finances in our previous relationships and healthy finances for relationships. If you or someone you know is experiencing abuse, please call the national abuse hotline: 1-800-799-7233 Resources: https://nnedv.org/content/about-financial-abuse/#:~:text=Stealing%20the%20victim's%20identity%2C%20property,%E2%80%9Ccheating%20or%20misusing%20benefits.%E2%80%9D Umbrella Rebellion is a po...
Aug. 1, 2022

Types of Abuse: Emotional Abuse

Marcy and Dee discuss the second type of abuse in our series, emotional abuse. We share a checklist we found online to help identify what emotional abuse is, and we share some personal experiences from our previous relationships. If you or someone you know is experiencing abuse, please call the national abuse hotline: 1-800-799-7233 This video is sponsored by BetterHelp. Umbrella Rebellion listeners can receive 10% off their first month using this link: https://betterhelp.com/umbrellarebellion...
July 18, 2022

Types of Abuse: Verbal Abuse

Dee and Marcy start the mental health series by going over what Verbal Abuse is. We start by discussing the difference between a normal argument and abuse, then we cover some red flags to watch out for. We share our personal experience with this type of abuse and how it may look in an unhealthy relationship so you can avoid these behaviors or identify them if they are happening to you. If you or someone you know is experiencing or suspects they be experiencing any type of abuse, please call the ...
July 13, 2022

Relationships After Trauma and Disability Pride Month - July Live

Marcy and Dee will be discussing relationships after trauma. How we have navigated new relationships and tips on preparing for marriage with a new partner. Here on Umbrella Rebellion, we are sharing our experience in the ATI/IBLP and Fundamental Cults. We are on a journey of healing and exposing the teachings that lead to and justify abuse. It is our hope that those that are experiencing abuse can find support and escape from it. We hope that you will join the Umbrella Rebellion. We hope that ...
June 28, 2022

Cult Survivors Support Pride Month: Dee's Surprise Announcement

#Pride #PrideMonth #VashtiInitiative Marcy and Dee Support Pride Month, and Dee share a surprise announcement about why. Make sure you subscribe and are prepared for season two coming soon. Dee's Story on Vashti Initiative Blog: https://vashtiinitiative.org/personal-stories/f/i-no-longer-hide-who-i-am Umbrella Rebellion is a podcast where we share our experience in the ATI/IBLP and fundamental cults. We are on a journey of healing and exposing the teachings that lead to and justify abuse. It ...
June 23, 2022

Bobye Holt and Gothard Website: June Live

We will discuss news of Bobye Holt and her role in the Duggar trial. We will also take a dive into the abyss that is Bill Gothard's website. Dee is joined by a guest co-host due to Marcy feeling unwell. Thank you so much Michelle for filling in! Please go support Michelle by visiting her YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC8ts Umbrella Rebellion is a podcast where we share our experience in the ATI/IBLP and fundamental cults. We are on a journey of healing and exposing the teachin...
June 7, 2022

Roe v Wade: Cult Survivors Response

Marcy and Dee discuss their outlook on the Roe v Wade opinion leak. We discuss our personal beliefs on abortion and how the cult had influenced us in the past on this topic. Dee shares some important statistics on abortion, child abuse, and foster care. Umbrella Rebellion is a podcast where we share our experience in the ATI/IBLP and fundamental cults. We are on a journey of healing and exposing the teachings that lead to and justify abuse. It is our hope that those that are experiencing abuse ...
May 17, 2022

Sharing our Vision || Helping a cult survivor

Dee came across a post from a survivor and it really motivated her to come up with some ideas on how we can use our platform to help fellow survivors. Dee reads the Prodigal Daughter's post she found in a survivor group and the vision for helping this young woman. You can shop her wish list here: https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/9GYP46SWT3G6?ref_=wl_share We both want to do so much more than we can right now. With your help, we can make a difference in this person's life, and hopefully, w...
April 7, 2022

Marriage and Divorce After the Cult: Marcy‘s story

Marcy shares her experience with marriage and divorce after the cult, how the cult affected the dynamics of her relationship, and her inability to recognize abuse. Umbrella Rebellion is a podcast where we share our experience in the ATI/IBLP and fundamental cults. We are on a journey of healing and exposing the teachings that lead to and justify abuse. It is our hope that those that are experiencing abuse can find support and escape from it. We hope that you will join the Umbrella Rebellion. ...
April 5, 2022

IBLP and ATI Cult Survivors || AMA (Ask me Anything)

Join Marcy and Dee for a live AMA. We will answer all your questions about our experience in the cult. Umbrella Rebellion is a podcast where we share our experience in the ATI/IBLP and fundamental cults. We are on a journey of healing and exposing the teachings that lead to and justify abuse. It is our hope that those that are experiencing abuse can find support and escape from it. We hope that you will join the Umbrella Rebellion. Merch: https://umbrella-rebellion-podcast.creator-spring.com...
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March 22, 2022

Leaving IBLP and ATI Cult: Dee's Story || Cult Survivor

Dee shares her long and slow journey out of the cult that was intertwined in her difficult first marriage and divorce. How she was treated as an adult parent when she moved back home and navigating relationships within her family through it all and now that she's out of the cult. Umbrella Rebellion is a podcast where we share our experience in the ATI/IBLP and fundamental cults. We are on a journey of healing and exposing the teachings that lead to and justify abuse. It is our hope that those ...
March 15, 2022

Leaving IBLP and ATI Cult: Marcy's Story || Cult Survivor

Marcy shares her story of leaving the cult. How she handled moving back home, what her relationships looked like inside her family, and what their relationships look like today. Umbrella Rebellion is a podcast where we share our experience in the ATI/IBLP and fundamental cults. We are on a journey of healing and exposing the teachings that lead to and justify abuse. It is our hope that those that are experiencing abuse can find support and escape from it. We hope that you will join the Umbrell...
March 8, 2022

Courtship and Dating Stories Before and After the Cult

Dee and Marcy share their dating and courtship stories. The cult teaches that courtship is the only way to have a healthy marriage. If you want to see an in-depth video on the teachings, go check out this video https://youtu.be/8wxmsH7AoFE Umbrella Rebellion is a podcast where we share our experience in the ATI/IBLP and fundamental cults. We are on a journey of healing and exposing the teachings that lead to and justify abuse. It is our hope that those that are experiencing abuse can find supp...
March 5, 2022

Crime Podcast Interviews Cult Podcasters || Grits with a Side of Murder and Umbrella Rebellion

Tammy from Grits with a Side of murder interviews Marcy and Dee. We share our story with the Gritsters and talk about the crimes the Gothard family is accused or convicted of. Please go support Tammy's podcast and if you want the audio-only (less edited) version check it out on Tammy's website. https://gritswithasideofmurder.com/ Umbrella Rebellion is a podcast where we share our experience in the ATI/IBLP and fundamental cults. We are on a journey of healing and exposing the teachings that le...
Feb. 23, 2022

AMA || IBLP and ATI Cult Survivors Ask Me Anything

Marcy and Dee will answer your questions about their time in IBLP and ATI cult. We did not address the Duggar news, we will address this in a later podcast. Umbrella Rebellion is a podcast where we share our experience in the ATI/IBLP and fundamental cults. We are on a journey of healing and exposing the teachings that lead to and justify abuse. It is our hope that those that are experiencing abuse can find support and escape from it. We hope that you will join the Umbrella Rebellion. Merch:...