Umbrella Rebellion

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Oct. 2, 2025

When Appearance Becomes Obedience: Gothard’s Hair Rules Examined

Umbrella Rebellion is a podcast where we share our experience in the ATI/IBLP and fundamental cults. We are on a journey of healing and exposing the teachings that lead to and justify abuse. It is our hope that those who are experiencing abuse can find support and escape from it.…

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Oct. 2, 2025

New Podcast Episode Coming Today!

The IBLP hair and appearance standards episode is live!

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Oct. 1, 2025

Accountability Not Blame — Holding Pastors Accountable for the Rapture’s History

People say I’m “blaming” others for the rapture doctrine. I’m not. This is about accountability. Pastors should’ve told us the rapture’s 1800s origins long before Google existed. I share why holding leaders accountable matters—in church, in parenting, and even in government.

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Sept. 29, 2025

How They Gatekept the Rapture History Pre-Google

In the world before Google research was painstakingly slow. Encyclopedias, dial up internet, and even microfiche were all we had. That made it easy for powerful groups to gatekeep history from everyday people. I didn’t discover the real history of the rapture doctrine until decades later. 👉 Have you ever…

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Sept. 29, 2025

Struggling with AuDHD Burnout, Perfectionism & Procrastination? You’re Not Alone 💙

Struggling with AuDHD burnout, procrastination, or perfectionism? 💙 You’re not lazy — you’re human. Sometimes it’s about more than willpower—it’s about identifying barriers and asking for the accommodations you deserve. You’re not behind, and I’m proud of you.

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Sept. 28, 2025

Sunday Affirmations || Education

Many IBLP and IFB cult survivors were educationally neglected. It is not your shame to carry, it was your parents responsibility to educate you. It’s never too late to pursue your dreams. #exvangelical #education #educationalneglect #cultsurvivor #pursueyourdreams

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Sept. 28, 2025

Pushing Through Isn’t Always the Best Thing

In the cult recovery space pushing through isn’t always safe for us. Above all we just need to prioritize our peace and health, but balance that with pushing ourselves when it’s just uncomfortable.

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Sept. 28, 2025

Rapture Trauma from the 1990s

There is some serious trauma that was brought to the surface with this rapture gate 2025. Healing is a journey and sometimes trauma breaks through the surface unexpectedly.

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Sept. 27, 2025

Exposing Lies of Christian Cults: A Survivor Community for Healing || Part 3

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Sept. 27, 2025

Exposing Lies of Christian Cults: A Survivor Community for Healing || Part 2

In this video, I’m responding to a comment from one of my previous uploads and sharing why it’s so important to talk about the history behind harmful Christian cult teachings. These belief systems didn’t just change over time — they harmed generations of children, families, and survivors. Our mission here…

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Sept. 27, 2025

Exposing Lies of Christian Cults: A Survivor Community for Healing || Part 1

In this video, I’m responding to a comment from one of my previous uploads and sharing why it’s so important to talk about the history behind harmful Christian cult teachings. These belief systems didn’t just change over time — they harmed generations of children, families, and survivors. Our mission here…

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Sept. 24, 2025

They Lied To Us About the Rapture! | John Nelson Darby…. Bumped His Head…

Did you know about John Nelson Darby and being the father of the Pre Tribulation rapture? Did you know that this teaching has not been around for all that long? I had no clue until this Rapture scare of 2025 surfaced. I went down a rabbit hole and I share…

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Sept. 22, 2025

Is the Rapture Biblical?

Is the rapture real or biblical? I talk about where the concept of the rapture originated from. It was not lost on me that this was in the tail end of the 2nd great awakening. This is also the time period Joseph Smith showed up. Do you think the 2nd…

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Sept. 21, 2025

Sunday Affirmations | What are you proud of this week? #cultsurvivor #affirmations rmations

I’m trying to start a new series Sunday Affirmations. Leave a comment about what you are proud of yourself about. If there is someone you are proud of tag them in a comment and let them know!

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Sept. 21, 2025

A Medical Mystery | Advocating For Yourself In a Medical Emergency

I share my experience as a chronically ill patient going to three ERs in one week. I got al the types of doctors, the mediocre one, the lazy one, and then the one who was phenomenal and made me feel heard and safe. This was one of the hardest and…

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Sept. 17, 2025

Racism and “Trey” Reed’s Death | Did I Call The Black Coroner a Racist?

A commenter accused me of calling the Black Coroner racist. First of all, I said no such thing. It makes me wonder if the people that makes comments like this are racist. I have a suspicion, and I’m usually right. When you were one, you know how to spot it.…

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Sept. 16, 2025

“Trey” Reed and Corey Zukatis | Did the Coroner really say “no foul play suspected” in Reed’s Case?

Today two young men were found hanging from trees in Mississippi about two hours apart. You might be thinking this is a story from the history books, but it happened today. I am devastated and heartbroken for these young men and their families. Please consider sharing this to get more…

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Sept. 14, 2025

Extending Compassion and Supporting Women || A Cult Survivor’s Perspective on Erika Kirk’s Statement

In the wake of Charlie Kirk’s death, I have seen a lot of polarizing responses. I think we have an opportunity to show some compassion, even if you feel it is undeserved to Erika Kirk. Not here to tell you what to do, but give a perspective from a cult…

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Sept. 13, 2025

You Can Be Whatever You Want || Not In IBLP or IFB Cults #youcanbeanything #cultsurvivor

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Sept. 9, 2025

What Medical Coding Taught Me About Chronic Illness Care (For Patients & Providers)

Living with a chronic illness and being a medical coder is interesting. It does give me some insight on how doctors think and process information. I share a little on how being a medical coder has helped me advocate for myself as a patient. If you have a chronic illness,…

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Sept. 9, 2025

I Broke My Own Rule || This is What the Cult Spent Decades Trying to Accomplish

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Sept. 6, 2025

Forgiveness and Intent

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Sept. 6, 2025

“Just Move On” Why do People/Parents Say That?

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Sept. 5, 2025

IBLP Appearance and Hair Standards | Was It All Just Bill's Preference?

The more I dig into this, the more gross it becomes! This man published his fetishes for the whole world to see. #cultsurvivor #preferences #grooming #iblp #billgothard Umbrella Rebellion is a podcast where we share our experience in the ATI/IBLP and fundamental cults. We are on a journey of healing…

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